When I was put on bed rest there was a Radiohead song that came to mind. It took me a few weeks to figure out which one it was. “How To Disappear Completely.” The line,”I’m not here. This isn’t happening,” was exactly how I felt. This can’t be happening. After Liam died the song that gave me the most comfort was The Beatles “Let It Be.” When I think of my wee, sweet boy this song plays in my head.